If I could do these things, I would.

If I could stop:
eating JollyRancher JellyBeans I would.
being overly sarcastic I would.
thinking about you I would.

If I could turn back time:
I wouldn't have stooped so low to get your attention.
or pissed off my best friend for you during the Washington D.C. trip.
or cheated on you.
I would have gotten help for stats from the beginning.
and never written you the note saying that I didn't want to be your friend anymore.

I want to:
tell you how I really felt. Or feel. I'm not sure which context to use.
dance around like no one is watching.
and drink from the [chocolate] milk carton.
wear flip flops in the snow.
and lay under the stars.

But:
I'm here. And I am who I am. And I'm not going to change myself and conform to what I should be like. Because then I'd just be cheating myself.

I've finally accepted me for me.
So [hopefully] every one else can too.

The Proper Way to Eat a Fortune Cookie - Who Knew?!

As told by me, through my experience at the Mongolian Buffet with Andy, Kate, and Anthony. First, open the package. This is important. Next, crack the cookie down the middle, and remove the fortune slip...but don't look at it. This is key. Now eat the cookie, and it must be completely consumed before the final step. Once its gone, read your fortune. Hopefully it actually makes sense...Okay. I just thought I'd share that.

I'd like to say goodbye to my Easter Vacation, because it's pretty much gone now. Other than that, the weeks been pretty uneventful. I've pretty much finished my graduation project, so all I have to do is give my presentation. Then I'm home free! =] States is in two weeks. And I'm a freakin out. I don't feel ready enough. I took some snazzy pictures yesterday. Of the kittens and birds in the snow.