Nine Days To Go

This past week has been horrible on so many levels, I can't wait until it's over.
I'm tired of this rollercoaster ride. I don't want to deal with it anymore. Honestly, what do you want me to do? I have a feeling that I'm overannalyzing the situation and probably making it worse than it is but it's not like you're helping the situation much with some of the things that you say.
I'm ready to wave the white flag. I'm almost done, I really am.

I don't trust people easily. It's hard for me. It takes time. And now I just dont know.

But, the weather the past two days was amazing and I got some good picture time in.

That's about the highight of me week. Which, by the way is really sad.

I want to talk to you...

The last time we talked, Mr. Smith, you reduced me to tears.



Yeah, I want to be like Grace Kelly.

I regret to inform

that this summer has been somewhat uneventful.

Not at all what I pictured it to be but....

Meggers and I are getting friendship tattoos. Hopefully, if my parental units will allow it.

Did I

take a step too far?

I think I did.

Wow

Today I got a letter in the mail, and it let me know that I actually do make a difference to people. Actually, it made me cry. Happy tears.

It says:

Brittany -

Sometimes you meet someone and you just like them instantly - you are one of those people for me. I saw you twice last weekend and both times you took a moment to chat - even if I am just "Luke's Mom." Often it is the little things that stand out in our memories. Your parents must be so proud of you as you venture off to college. I had forgotten you were a senior this year. Not many day days left for high school - which is both a scary and exciting. Many experiences in life are like that but you are up for the challenge. Each struggle is just another opportunity to grow.

Here's just a little cash to help out with some of the cash flow struggles that college creates...lol...Stay sweet, kind, down to earth, and focused on positive things and the rest will fall into place. Keep us posted and best of luck as you begin your college journey.

And so I proceeded to cry. Because it just lets me know that I do make a difference.

2 more days. That's it.

ugh

Hit the button.

Hit the emergency eject button.

Just hit it now.


Thanks, jackass.

If You Only Knew

How much fun I had today.

I don't think anyone can begin to understand.

I was amused in so many ways.

Good times:

Round 1:

Me: Do you really think you need three peanut butter and jelly sandwiches?
Jordan: What are you talking about...there's only two. See, one, two, three.

Round 2:

Jordan: Here comes the broccoli airplane...
Me: Screw you Jordan I hate broccoli. (Watches broccoli fall in fruit cup.) Damn you. You dropped that shit into my fruit-cup.
Jordan: Here, let me scoop that out for you.
Me: No, no don't bother. You've officially ruined it. It's done.

Round 3:

Jordan: Can I put my airplane into your secret hatch?
Me: What? Is that a sexual innuendo? And no, you can't. Not in front of the children.

The one that pushes me into doors and drops broccoli into my fruitcup and makes fun of my blue blue tan[blue] shirt. Yea. You. <3